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title
Pissed >:
date
Tuesday, August 31, 2010 @ 6:40 AM
HAIYO .
so pissed >:
TSK .
whatever luhhs .
too pissed to update -.-
paisehhh .
LOLOLS .
today instead of going back to pri sch I went to amk hub slack :>
LOLS .
slack with my peeps .
RACHELTANLITING !
YOU SUCK MORE HORH ;D
CINDERELLA SUCKS TOO! ;ppp
I don't agree that I suck , but I also don't wanna die .
ni yao zen yang ne ? :P :P :P
HEHEHEHE . xD
kayy lahh ,,,
ending post here :]
LAZZEHHHH~~~
title
And you're the one I wanna marry
date
Sunday, August 29, 2010 @ 4:05 AM
HELLOS ;D
here to post some pigtures :)
those who don't wanna see , GET LOST  :D


;D
just now horny hubby smsed me ,,
said she cut hair then very ugly  ,
and she's crying T^T
I quickly called her ,,,
she was crying lehhs D;
awwwzxc ,,
don't cry lahh horney ;)
to me , you are always beautiful okayys ? :D
and of course , to Suutong , Tofu and Jang Gun SUCK , you are beautiful :)
don't cry lerh lahh :)
If you cry ,
watse water lehhs :]
then the electric bills will be damn BOOMZXC ;pppp
and then no money to buy my ali baba dress lehhs xD
HEHEHS .
Go see my pictures ,
AND YOU WILL SMILE :P
HEHEHEHEHHE .
Okay lahh ,
I sing for you :0
my singing ROCKS okayys \m/

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

SMILE ! :D
KEKEKE .
PEOPLE ,
don't be jealous of my singing okayys ^^
anyways ,,
NGKUOWEI and JEREMYTAN owes me and HuiTing treat ! ;DDDD
MUHAHAHAHAHHA >:D
NIAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
PREPARE TO DIG A HOLE IN YOUR POCKET ^^
maybe tomorrow getting back Geography test paper :/
arghhh ,,
just hope I pass :S
*pray pray*
God bless me ~
Amen~ :D
HEHE .
OHMYTIAN .
haven't do homework yet .
my favourite phrase ,
AWESOME (Y) :)
kayy lahh .
I go be good girl go do lorhhhs ~
BYEBYES !

EILEEEEEEEEENNNNNNN AKA GINNNAAAAA ~!
lovedieyou
heartsdieyou
muackzxcdieyou
missdieyou
title
We're The Perfect Two
date
@ 12:06 AM
HEY HIGH LOW ! :D
bored nowww  :///
ermmm ,,
dedication letters to my RABIES DOG :)

HEY RABIES DOGGIE! ^^ spam my tagboard , or rather , BARKING in my tagboard . :) haiz , pity you alot alot . why ? BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO DIGNITY . You just won't admit you are ___ huh ? :) Well,, YOU ARE , and I HAVE proof . Do you know there's such thing as IP ADDRESS ?? Aiya , I bet you don't know because you are a dog mah :) YOUR IP address matches ___ ,, yet you still can deny . HAH . Call me stupid , aren't you the one being stupid rabies doggie ?? :) Call my friend ahma and begger ? well , at least she's human and she can tilt her head high , unlike you . RABIES DOGGIE WHO HAS NO DIGNITY AND GUTS . Me ? Lamer ? OH ,, SO YOU ARE MATURED ? PUH LEASE ,, You're NOT even abit matured lorhh~~ :D sue me  ? OH GO AHEAD ! :D GO SUE . I can even sponser you a free lawyer XD know why ? coz you are the one who started all this , so it should be ME who's suppose to sue YOU . HUITING is my best friend , she had EVERY RIGHT to scold you . Yes I agree , she isin't my mom . But , not only my MOM has the right to help me scold right ? HAHS . You're a rabies dog , yet you think you are a keyboard warrior ,, keep writing stupid stuffs in my blog . Wanna spam somemore in my blog ? SPAM LAH . BARK LAH , I'll call SPCA :) Or simply just report you to cbox administrator . go on . bark somemore RABIES DOGGIE :]

AHHH~~
DONE :}
I won't bother about these kind of RABIES DOGS -.-
I scared I got rabies marhs :]
LOLS .
greatttt .
I haven't do my homework .
AWESOME (Y) .
got what homework ah ? :)
sighs .
boreddiemeeee T^T
shall TRY to post a video~



Avril Lavinge "Girlfriend" :D
The ending of the music video is FUNNEHH~~ xD
AVRIL LAVINGE !!!! :O
OHMYGOSH ,,
SHE ROCKS LUHHS (:
AVRIL LAVIGNE FTW ! :D :D :D
enjoy the video~~~ :)


EILEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNN AKAAAAA GINAAAAAA ;D
LALALA .
title
Tired .
date
Saturday, August 28, 2010 @ 7:00 AM
Hey Yo Hi Sup .
I'm BACK (:
miss me ?
I know you all did :) :) :)
LOLOLS .
aiyaaa .
damn fxxked up now >:
that PERSON ,,,,,
go copy me -.-
almost everything lehh dey .
EEEKS .
though she's a junior
I'm still not very HAPPY .
ROARS !
what's wrong with all the people nowadays ?!
ARGH .
EFF EFF EFF .
niways~
gonna start with my long post again .
don't read untill eye pop out horhhs .

MONDAY~
Science ,
Miss Ng camee .
sian sian sian ttm !
then~
English .
Mr Seah leaving T^T
what is this ?!
all the good teachers are leaving .
leaving behind all the BAD teachers .
Miss Ng is a VERY good example of a BAD teacher :)
haishh .
my grades are gonna drop .
trust me .
kayy .
after that recess~~
then music lesson .
okay okay lah .
after music was Geog .
had a crappy test .
MCQ was easy .
behind part was totally greek .
after Geography ,
DNT .
I cut finish my wood lerhs ^^
very nice (Y)
BHB me (:
after DNT ,
HOMESWEETHOME :D
had choir ~
so went to eat lunch with HuITing , Vivian and Dora at cup noodles store .
ate ramen :D
niceee~~~
after awhile kuowei came :D
ate ate ate ,,
then Dora left .
Vivian left after awhile .
I ponned theory lesson in choir ;D
after that went for practical .
teacher ask why I never go for theory .
I said I stomach ache .
she ask whether I knew about the theory .
I said I didn;t know .
Scratcher heard our conversation and tried to sabo me
FREAK HER LAHH -,-
kayys .
end monday ~

TUESDAY ~
~skips first 4 periods~
Mother Tongue ,
had a test .
sure fail .
no doubt .
coz I didn;t know there was a test .
total crap .
arghhh .
Literature .
watched the monkey's paw movie .
was alittle bit scary lah :/
go watch it in youtube yourselves .
I not bothered to describe the movie :P
LOLS .
Miss Tessie Tan leaving ):
SAD !
means that Miss Karasi aka Elephant gonna teach us T^T
SADDIE .
GAHHH
as I said ,
all the good teachers are leaving ):
after Lit ,
CC .
nothing much :D
after CC ,
assembly .
aiya I forgot is what lerhh ~~~
after that homed ~

WEDNESDAY~
morning ,
depressed (see my 3rd post )
ya,
THANKS AGAIN ! ^^
LOLS .
I'm maddddd :D
first period ,
Geography ~
nothing muchh :D
next ,
Science .
Miss Ng didn't come .
GOOD .
BAGUS .
EXCELLENT .
2 free period :D
YEAH .
After that recess .
after recess Mother Tongue .
had a compo test .
TEST AGAIN -.-
SIAN .
kayy , ~skips last 4 periods~
then HSH :D
sms-ed mom whether can stay back .
actually cannot derhh ,
but I try my luck :D
I said need to do the PWE drama skit .
she said OK! :D
untill 5pm ^^
HAPPEHHH~~~
stayed back with HuIting and Kuowei .
went to eat lunch at canteen .
ate nasi briani .
sucks totally :/
after that ,
went library .
sat down ,
chat chat ,,
did the drama skit .
at about 3pm+ decided to go HuIting aham's house ...
before we left library ,
Ryan Senior gave lollipop ^^
THANKS~~! :D
went to HuIting's house .
blahhhzxc ,,
skipskips~
left-ed at close to 5pm .
HSH :)

THURSDAY ~
First period , PE .
sian sia .
at first quite fun .
me and HT keep wanting to hit each other ...
Huifang keep stepping on my shoe -.-
LOLS.
after awhile sian~~~
Second period , Science .
MISS NG NEVER COME AGAIN .
*claps claps *
butbutbut ,
she damn slack sia -.-
after Science ,,,,,
Recess ,,
then Mother Tongue .
LETTER WRITING TEST -.-
THREE CONSECUTIVE TEST EQUALS TO THREE CONSECUTIVE FAIL :P
LOLS .
~SKIPS~~
After School ,
stayed back for choir .
BLAHZXC SKIPS~
THANKS TO HUITING AND VIVIAN ANYWAYS! :D
KAYY ,,
THEORY LESSON WAS ....DOTS .
after that Practical .
siannzxc ...
kayyy END~

FRIDAY~
mama let me bring Iphone to school ^^
YAY MEEE~~~
first period , ART .
bored ,
played one game of tap tap in Iphone :P
then English .
Mr SEah's last day ): ): ):
SiJie made a slideshow for him .
the song was "When You're Gone" by Avril Lavigne :D
AVRIL LAVIGNEEE!!!!!! AHHHH! YOU ROCK! xD
kay kay ,
errrmmm ,,
damn touching .
almost cried .
gave alot of things to MR Seah ...
and at about 9.20am ,
he left-ed T^T
SAD~SADD~SADDD~
): ): ):
after that  Geography .
thought we were gonna get back geog test papers .
in the end don't have -.-
after geog ~
recess :)
after recess ,
MAths .
MATHS TEST~
OMGEEEE .
FAIL LAHHH :[
Mr Koh took over scince period because ~
MISS NG NEVER COME AGAIN -.-
FOUR CONSECUTIVE DAYS NEVER COME .
PRO SLACKER .
CLAPS~CLAPS .
AND SHE EXPECTS US TO DO WELL ON NEXT THURSDAY'S TEST ?!
YA , IN HER DREAMS LAH! -.-
~~~~
PWE .
did the Drama skit .
we were the last group to perform .
we planned alot .
in the end ,
FAIL :/
SIGHS .
but we did our best ^^
HEHE (:
yupps ,,,,
that;s practically all :D

TODAY~
had a folding crane CIP thingy x.x
Choir lorh -.-
met Vivian Senior at AMK MRT :D
SORRY PAI SEHH ,, I LATE :x
after that went MRT-ed to Bishan .
met the teachers and the rest there ,,,
including scratcher -,-
she was making a fool of herself , dancing like nobody's bussiness -.-
EEEWW~~~
after waiting  for the rest to come ,
walked to raffles institution .
went to lecture hall :D
so cool~~
sat down
a few minutes later started folding cranes -.-
I didn't know how to fold .
then people teach me :P
HEHEHEHHEE .
folded only like 2-3 successful cranes XD
at 12am ,
Vivian Senior , Sophia Senior and Me asked permission to go toilet :D
had a hard time finding the toilet x.x
then after that walked around the school :D
went to the main entrance ,
the pond ,
the canteen ,
watched people play baseball ,(they have their own baseball court you know! :O)
went to main entrance again ,
one guy ,
played piano o.O
he played the "Titanic" song .
touching~ :D
teehees :L
somemore he SHUAIGE LEHHS~~~
OHH LALA *horny eyes*
LOL .
30 minutes later ,
went back to the theatre .
nobody asked why we went to the toilet so long :P
I suppose they thought we were lost xD
LOL .
1pm+ ,,
ended :D
walked to J8 with Vivian Senior and Vanessa Goh Senior  .
SCRATCHER STALKED US =.=
then VIVIAN SENIOR GONE MAD .
she shared UMBRELLA WITH SCRATCHER .
OMFG .
IDK WHAT SHE WAS THINKING MAN :S
EEKS .
Vanessa Senior said she got heatstroke XD
LOL .
on the way met scary meihui :P
HEHE .
started bullying her XD
~~~~
reached liao ,
ran away from scratcher .
went to FoodCourt .
ordered Pepper Lunch Chicken :D
YUMMEHHS~~
after that ,
walked around :D
LALALA .
got new ArtBox shop lehhs :]
(Y) NICE~~
went to more than words ,
and I WANT THIS !
PLEASE ??
Maybe saving up money to buy :}
TEEHEES .
at 3pm+ ,
bid goodbyes to Vanessa Senior ,
went to MRT ,,,
MRT-ed to amk ~~~
bid goodbyes to Vivian Senior :]
MeiHui Senior accompanied me to buy comb in JEANS ,,
my fourth comb lehhs T^T
GAHHH .
I try my best not to lose this one :P
after buying ,,
HOMED :)
~~~LALA .
now chatting with horny Huiting on MSN :)
FUNFUN~~
damn funny xD
LOLS .
added new songs in my mixpod :D
I SO LOVE THE SONG : PERFECT TWO ♥
HUITING HELPING ME DOWNLOAD ♥
THANKS HORNEY !!! ♥♥♥
kayy ...
shall tata for nows~~~!

EILEEEEEEEENNNN AKA GINAAAAAAAAAAAA ♥♥♥
life's gettin better :)





Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
title
AGAIN~ :D
date
Wednesday, August 25, 2010 @ 6:20 AM
HALLO AGAIN! :D
SECOND POST .
ANNOYING RIGHTSRIGHTS :>
LOLS .
just now dedication post marhhs :}
kayy errr ...
nowadays been thinking alot .
about certain things .
which keeps bothering me .
haishh .
what can I do .
depressed :<
chatted with Janani just now .
I really hope I can help her ><
she seemed so sad .
awwwzxc :(
I find myself so useless .
[sighs]~
another thing ,,
I'M HAVIN DANDRUFF ATTACK ! :O
YIKES .
):
mommy bought a shampoo that made my hair silky , soft and shiny .
but not dandruff free ):
roars~~~
kayyy ermmm ...
recently ,,,
I found out something .
something about HIM
kay kay .
random :>
seems that there's been alot of friendship problems ): ): ):
sadsad .
arghh .
what am I writing .
loads of craps -.-"
kayyyyys .
BYES .

EILEEEEN AKA GINAA .
For 365 days ,
12 months ,
8765.8127 hours ,
525 948.766 minutes ,
31,556,925.9747 seconds ,
you were in my mind
I don;t wanna be an extra ):
title
I'll stay strong
date
@ 5:13 AM
HELLOHELLO :)
short update only .
long updates on weekends ^^
errr ..
today something happenned .
made me realise something .

I dont care what you think .
I know myself best .
you have no right to criticize people .
coz you , yourself aint perfect either .
go on ,
criticize me more .
I'll just ignore you and continue with my life .

yuppp .
thanks to Ryan Senior for helping me realise that :)
a REALLY BIG THANK YOU!!  :)
thanks for the lollipop too :)
don't worry , I promise I won't let this little things make me cry again :)
morning was crying like *toot*
HuIting bought tissues for me in the canteen :)
awww,, THANKS HORNEY! :)
Ryan consoled me and encourage me ...
yupp ,
thanks again .
was really very touch .
coz I didn't expect him to really come to the canteen to meet me .
:)
touched~

thanks to those who cheered me and encouraged me too ! :) :) :)


EILEEEEEEEEEENNNNN AKA GINAAA :)
I'll stay strong
title
I could really use a wish right now ):
date
Sunday, August 22, 2010 @ 4:40 AM
WARNING
Some of the following pictures that you are about to see DOES contain my face(and HT) . those who makes fun of people's face (like that bastard in my class) , then get lost PLEASE. If you don't , then I will have to call THAT guy in Mayflower Sec and I'm warning ya bastard ( ya, the one in my class) , he's a bully . and you betta watch out if you make things go overboard .


Vivian's PARTY procedure :D

SO DARK :O lucky no "things" inside . ya know ? "things" WHO are not in our class ...?? but I see HuiFang :D

:) SO CUTE SIA THEY ALL xD


BALLOON! :D PINKKKK~ <3



yesterday went out if HT and KuoWei :D at bustop camwhoreee~~ UGLY! ):

(Y)(L)

imitating chicken ...?? :D

[ THE FOLLOWING PHOTO WAS REMOVED BY THE AUTHOR DUE TO UNGLAMNESS xD]

today;s DESSERT ~ Japanese Potato with brown sugar~~ :D

today's LUNCH~~ French Fries + Brocolli + Carrot {eww} + HONEY CHICKEN + Ketchup with Mayonnaise sauce  :D


YUMEEEHHH~~
POSTED LUNCH PHOTOS TO MAKE READERS {and HT HORNEY} JEALOUS AND HINGRY :P
ate alot of honey chickens :S
LOLOLS ,,
NICE LEHHS :D
marinated for 1 hour plus ya know ! :/
hard to resist the temptation !
KAY KAYY ,,
ERRRMM,,
I'm LAZZEHH to post :)
PSPS ,,
): ): ):
CHANGED MY CBOX DUE TO SOME COPYCATS .
I LOVE THAT UNKNOWN , 7866 blahhzxc and ASSHOLE ! :D
HAHAHA .
NICE ONEEEE ! ^^
I think the unknown knows me coz he/she mentioned my name ... ?? O.o
LOLS .
I wonder who's the kind soul xD
ANYWAYS ,,
Yesterday went out with HuiTing Horny and Kuowei Horny Julia to library after their SJAB test :D
met HuiTing at Library first~
I MISTOOK ONE GREY COLOUR SHIRT GIRL AS HER x.x
I couldn't find HT ,
then got one girl wearing grey tee ,,
and HuiTing's SJAB tee was grey ..
So I thought that person was her ><
I STUPIDLY shouted out  "HUITING!"
Then I realise it WASN'T HER -.-
I ran away :/
after that saw my phone got one message from HT ,
saying that she was in the toilet .
OH MY TIAN SIA ! ><
SO EMBARRASSING !!!!!!!!
GAHHH ):
met HT in toilet ,
blahhhzxc .
went to amk central buy drinks :]
I bought my drink in Sweet Talk . :}
then went to amk hub ,,,
ArtBox :D
bought a notebook there for someone
then HUITING bought her notebook also -.-
went to mini toons after that ,
bought SOMETHING for SOMEONE .
:x
MY LIPS are STAPLED :D
after that went to 138 bus stop .
we were talking laughing half way when ...
KAR BOOMZXC .
Huiting dropped her pineapple drink .
OMG ,,
lot's of eyes stared .
GOSHHH .
me and HT went out to throw her drinks ,
then we went to toilet take LOT'S and LOT's of tissue papers xD
LOLOLS .
then we like some aunties sia ,
go clean the floor x.x
but at least we were considetrate :D
Halfway cleaning ,
KuoWei arrived :D
LOLOLS,,
THIS HORNY JULIA MAID NEVER HELP US CLEAN DERH -.-
send him back to his kampong uhh :P
LOLS .
clean liaos ,
then chat ,
bus arrived .
iniside saw one lady ,
the bust  damn big XD
LAUGHS .
we damn sick lahh
LOLOLS .
kept bursting into laughter xD
quite funny lahhs .
reached library .
settled on a place (on the floor -.-")
and started to "work"
CANNOT SAYYYY :P
worked damn looooooooooooong on it :/
HT and KW almost slept o.O
after that ,
moved to another place ,
saw 2 SHUAI GES <3
then HuiTing did one DRAMATIC thingy ,
then one of the shuaiges looked at her in that shock face xD
ANYWAYS ..
got one short shuai ge (which is MINE :D )
and the other tall one was HuIting's XD
LOLS .
Kuowei got none :P
HAHAS .
do the work ,
then me and KW laugh like siao zhar bos coz because of Huiting XD
LOL .
finished like about 5.45pm ,
then went cafe .
continued doing the work .
Kuowei ate his chicken chunks .
made us jealous ><
I ate one of them :D
HuiTing slept .
not fake , REAL :O
the way she sleep damn funny xD
me and Kuowei laugh laugh laugh .
KEKEKE XD
left-ed at 6.45pm~
then camwhored at bus stop :)
then HOMED~~~
:D :D :DDDD
BTWBTWBTW,,
KUOWEI OWE ME AND HUITING EACH A PEPPER LUNCH :P :P :P
HEHEHEHEHEHE! XD
LONG STORY ;D

kayy kayy,,
tomorrow got one crappy geography test ,
wish me GOOD LUCK .
coz I need it :(
seriously .


BYES!
EILEEEEEEEEEEENNNN AKA GINAAAAA
rocktheworld since 1997 :P

why are you avoiding me ?
is it because of THAT incident on thursday ?
and the incident in the canteen ?
goshh .
):
I dont know how to face you anymore
title
Love The Way You Lie .
date
Friday, August 20, 2010 @ 6:24 AM
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VIVIAN!
love yaaa always ♥
muackzxc :)
stay pretty and happy !
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
kekeke :)
HILO :D
YEAHH ,, I'm finally blogging after disappearing for a couple of days ... ? ;D
LOLOLS .
I hate the bastard ttm D:<
stop insulting people when you're not perfect either .
kayy kayy ,,
where should I begin ...?
I'm lazy luhhs D:
haishh~
I wanna play DEAD OR ALIVE !
too bad my xbox spoil ... ):
I seriously feel like playyiinnnggg :(((
anybody got xbox at their house ??
tell me yeahhs .
then I bring Dead Or Alive CD go play at your house ^^
LOLOLS ,,,,
:D
veryyy bored now .
lazy update lehhhs x.x
tomorrow bahhs .
hmmmms ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
nothing much to say :/
RAHHHS~~~
KAY KAYY
I wanna go read magazines :>
BYES!

Eileeeeeen aka Ginaaaa RockTheWorld Since 1997 .




TEEHEEES :D
title
I HATE CUTTLEBITCH
date
Tuesday, August 17, 2010 @ 7:08 AM
YEAH ,,
I HATE THAT FKING CUTTLEBITCH .
SHE SUCKS TTVM OKAY ?!
HER ATTITUDE ,,, HER LOOKS ,,, ALL SUCKS OKAY ?!
STALK US ,, STARE AT US ,, WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM ?!
DID WE EVEN DO ANYTHING ?!
COMPLAIN ,
ALL YOU KNOW IS COMPLAIN .
GET A LIFE LAHH BITCH .
CUTTLEBITCH .
YOU SERIOUSLY SUCK ALOT .
THINK YOU SO DUA AH ?!
STOP GIVING THAT FRINGGIN ATTITUDE OF YOURS CUTTLEBITCH .
I FEEL LIKE WRITING YOUR BIG UGLY NAME HERE .
BUT I WONT ,
NOT COWARD OR ANYTHING ,,,
BUT KIND , YA KNOW ? (:
KIND ENOUGH NOT TO WRITE YOUR BIG FRINGGIN NAME HERE .
KAYY ,,
I NOT GONNA WRITE ANYMORE ABOUT THIS CUTTLEBITCH .
WASTE OF TIME NIA .
BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN WRITE ABOUT HER
title
Why Are You Just Making It Worse ? ):
date
@ 2:53 AM
ya , second post of the day .
kinda downnnn now ))):
my mood cannot go UP liaoos .
anyways ,,
a SUPER LONG story for you guys .
it's extracted from my friend .
cannot say who :X
it's a SUPER LONG story but it's really meaningful and touching .
I cried when I read it .
here it goes :


What can I say about a girl I loved since I was ten… that I love the way she laughs at me when I commit mistakes, the way she fusses over silly things and even the way she cries over some sad silly late night show…




She was my best friend and I have known her since we were small. She knew all my secrets, which reveals my feelings for her, that I love her not only because she’s pretty and smart but also the way she laughs at everything and the way she sees life and love. I could still remember the first time we met; I was five years old then. It was one windy afternoon having no one to play with except for my best friend, Troy. He and his family just moved out to a neighboring state at transfer because his father got promoted. And so I climbed up our tree house, I saw a moving truck coming down the street. I watched it approaching and noticed a family station wagon following it. It stopped in front of the house and out came a family. I was about to glance away when came out the loveliest girl I’ve ever seen.



She was four years old that time but then even at an early age she was a beauty. She had long curly hair, which reached almost to her waist. She had fair complexion and eyes which could make a man lose his heart into them. I continued to watch her when suddenly she looked up and saw me watching them in the tree house window. I was about to duck when she smiled and waved her hand. I waved back and then watched in amazement as I saw her running towards the tree house. So I went to the edge of the ladder and said, “Would you like to come up?” she answered, “May I?” So I help her climb up and when she reached the top she then turned to me and said, “By the way, my name’s Sam, what’s yours?” I answered, “My name is Christopher but then you can call me Chris.” She smiled and said, “Well I like your name. Hey your tree house’s neat!” then I replied, “Thanks! Troy and I made this. This used to be our hide out. We used to goof around, play ball and go biking together. He was my best friend and I kind of miss him you know.” She smiled and said “I’m here now, we could do things you do with Troy and I could be your new best friend too. I never had a boy for a friend before so it could be exciting to have one. I could learn how to play ball and I have my bicycle so we could go biking together. Now how does that sound to you?” I smiled and said, “Well that sounds good enough.” Then she held her hand and said, “It’s a deal then!”



So that’s how it started. So we became best friends and it was kind of strange at first for she was a girl and there are things which I was little bit hesitant to indulge her like catching frogs, swimming in the lake and climbing trees, but then she tried and did everything just to please me. There was even a time when she fell off the bike trying to catch up with me in a race we had and I was the one who bandaged her scraped knee. I could still remember the time when she hit the window of our neighbor when we were playing baseball and it was I who talked to Mr. Chambers and promised to pay for the damage, which meant having to loose a week’s allowance. I remembered the time when I fell off the tree when I tried to rescue a little kitten because Sam was near to tears when she saw the helpless kitten trapped in a branch. I even fought with the tough guy when they teased Sam and made her cry and I ended up having a black eye and a bruised cheek. I remember Sam crying as she placed an ice bag over the damaged eye and later gave it a get-well kiss. I did everything to please her and gave everything her little heart desires.



The lake was our favorite hang out. We had our Saturday swim routine. We would pack food and later eat them under the big oak tree. There was a special branch in which the two of us could sit together and tell each other’s dreams. She dreams of being a Ballerina and she knows my dream of becoming a doctor. She never laughs at my dreams and pursuits even if they were quite impossible. It made me like her even more.



As years went by, I noticed that my feelings towards her were slowly changing. Somehow, I thought it was just a simple crush case. But when I started thinking about her at night, dreaming of her and having the feeling of wanting to be with her all the time, I thought it was something different, something that made me feel strange, but then it was exhilarating feeling. It made me feel so alive. Whenever our hands touch, I could feel the tingling sensation in my spine. Once when we were at the lake having our Saturday swim routine and as I carried her towards the water edge, I had the feeling of not wanting to let go. I just wanted that moment to continue hoping it would never end. I then realized I was slowly falling in love with my best friend.



Many times I tried to deny the feeling for I was scared to imagine what would happen if ever I’d try to tell her how I feel about her. I was scared because she might think that I’m taking advantage of her and our friendship. I was afraid of losing her so I just kept my feeling hidden.



We reached the age of fifteen and I noticed that Sam grew lovelier each day. How my heart aches wherever I see boys glance her way. I want to punch their noses as I watch them talking to her giving compliments, flowers and chocolates. There were times when I watch her at a distance with mixed feelings of anger and hurt! Because it hurts so much to know that there were so many things I wanted to tell her but then I could not do so. There were so many presents which I long to give her but then I could not for she might see me only as a friend. I was also scared of letting her know how I feel about her as much as losing her.



Then one day, I just learned from a friend that she already had a boyfriend. At first, I tried to convince myself that it was just a rumor. Her boyfriend was Mark, a popular senior, who was the heartthrob of the campus. She, being the cheerleader was close to the basketball team to which Mark was the captain. When I saw them walking together at the parking lot that afternoon, I watched her with my heart slowly breaking into pieces. I saw her wave at me but I just pretended not to see her for I was scared that she might see in my eyes the pain I’m feeling inside because of seeing her with another guy. Those days that followed where the saddest days of my life. How my heart aches when I see her walk by me with him at her side. Every time we meet in hallways and I see him around her, there’s a feeling inside me that makes me want to grab her away from him. How it hurts to see the girl I long possess was now owned by somebody else. That special smile I long for her to cast on me was now casted on him. As she passes by me she doesn’t know that I whisper the words “God how I love you.”



Then one faithful day they broke up. She came too me that evening crying on my shoulder. They had a big fight and it ended up with their break up. Mixed feelings were scaring me inside. I was happy because she was free and maybe I would have the chance of telling her my true feelings for her but then I was feeling so bad because she is crying her heart out just for him. At that time, I was not quite sure of what I wanted to do.



So we found ourselves doing what we did in old days with our Saturday swim routine, spending time in our tree house. We still enjoyed doing childish pranks for we still are both young at heart. So many chances I had for me to confess my feelings for her but still I couldn’t bring myself to her for I was scared of losing her once more. I once lost her, now I could not bear of losing her again by telling her, “I love her”. So I just kept my feelings even if it was bursting to be expressed from my aching heart.



It was a week from our JS Prom, we were seated at the branch of an oak tree drying ourselves after our afternoon swim when she said, “I was wondering Chris if you would like to be my partner?” It just got out of my wits for it was like a dream I never thought would happen. It took me awhile to answer her, “I thought there are so many boys who would die for you to be their partner?” So she turned away and quietly said, “Well I just thought I would like to spend that night with my best friend.” Then she continued in a whisper I could barely hear, “Don’t you want to die just like them to be my partner Chris?” I was too stunned to speak for it came close for me to blurt my feelings for her. We… we’re silent for a while until I finally whispered, “I would be happy to be your partner Sam. “The she smiled and suddenly kissed my cheek. I could hardly contain the joy I felt that time. I saw her turned red and bowed her head. Suddenly she stood up and run towards the water saying, “Last one to reach the water treats to sundae fudge!”I ran slowed up so that I would lose which meant having to have her with me for another three hours or more.



Our Prom night came. I bought a new tuxedo and poured almost the entire bottle of perfume. I went to fetch Sam. Sam’s mother greeted me and I went to sit in the living room waiting for her to come down. I was talking to her father when I heard her say, “How do I look?” I look up and saw her lovelier than ever in a strapless white dress with her hair flowing around her face. I stood up and opened my mouth but found out I could not find my voice. Then I got her hand shakily fastened the corsage around her wrist and whispered, “To the loveliest girl in the whole world.” She then asked, “Is that true?” I nodded and she smiled and I smiled back then I turned to open the door for her. When we arrived at the gymnasium we hardly recognized our classmates. Gone were the jeans and T-shirts. They were replaced with tuxedos and gowns. Then I held out her hand bowed and said, “Would you give me the honor of your first dance?” She laughed and curtseyed. Then I led her to the dance floor. It was like a dream coming true, a moment of enchantment. I was there dancing with the only girl I ever loved. She was smiling up to me, as we were slowly moving in a smooth gliding motion. I found myself lost as I stared down to her sparkling eyes. The curls of her long hair were like waves enhancing her beautiful face. There were so many things I wanted to tell her that moment. I wanted to tell that she was the most beautiful girl that night. I wanted to tell her that she would always be the beacon of light in my darkness, but what I wanted to tell her the most was that I love her. I drew up all my courage and bent to whisper it in her ear but suddenly the music stopped and the magic was gone. I came close to telling her, but still haven’t done it.



We walked towards the table and found ourselves surrounded by friends. I asked her if she wanted a drink, she nodded and so I went to get one. It took me a long time to get one and when I returned to our table, she was gone. I asked her friend, Katie, where she was but she told me that she doesn’t know. So I went to search for her. As I was searching for her, I reached the garden. There I saw two silhouette figures outlined by the moon’s silvery light. They were so close to each other that I could never describe the feeling I had when I recognized the white dress that Sam was wearing that night. I just turned and left the gymnasium.



Since that night, I avoided her. Many times she tried talking to me but I never gave her the chance to do so. I was afraid to hear her say that she loves Mark and not me. I would rather have left in ignorance of her true feelings for me than to hear from those dreaded words and feel my hope crush and my heart break. I didn’t return her calls. I would not see her if she comes into our house. In the hallways, as she approaches I would go to another direction. It also hurts to do those things but then I thought that was the best way to forget her. Those months were tormenting but still I kept my pride.



The day of our graduation came. I was planning to take up medicine at a neighboring state and was to move out the next day. As the program ended, she approached me and handed me a rose. As she stared at me, there was something in her eyes I couldn’t describe. There was sadness in them and when she smiled it wasn’t the same smile she had. I wanted to hug her at that moment, tell her that I love her but then she turned and walked away from me.



So I moved out the next day as I planned. Luckily, I was accepted at the university. I concentrated with my studies but still I think of her at night. I was always wondering if she thinks of me too. I tried hard not to think of her but still I could not stop myself from loving her. Each achievement I have was done for her. I thought that if I will be successful one day, I would be able to tell her that I love her and by that time, I’m worthy of having her.



It was a year after our graduation when I decided to return home and see her again. I thought a year is too much for me not to see her and during the past year I felt like a person lost in the desert and only the sight of her could quench the thirst I have inside. As I got off the plane, I went home directly, desperate to get to her house desperate to see her, to hug her. Then I would tell her that I missed her and that I have loved her for a long time. This time I am determined to let her know my true feelings for her and I could not contain anymore the love I have for her. I reached their house; I saw her elder sister and I approached her. I smiled at her but I noticed she didn’t smile back. I was confused for she used to be a cheerful lady just like my dear Sam. I then asked, “Hi Jen! I guess you’re surprised why I’m here. Well I just want to visit you and I was also hoping to see Sam. I kind of miss her you know. Mmm… by the way have you seen her?” All I saw was sadness in her eyes as she replied quietly “Come follow me.”



I was confused with the way she’s acting but still I followed her. As we were walking, I was trying to indulge her in a conversation but she just answered my question briefly. Then I realized that she was leading me to the direction of the lake. It was still the same as I left it, with the same oak tree, Sam and I used to climb up. I smiled upon remembering the kiss Sam gave me when I agreed to be her partner. It’s been one of the happiest days in my life and I realized that I missed Sam more than I thought. Then Jen stopped walking and pointed to the tree. She then whispered, “There’s Sam.”



I looked at where she was pointing and saw a newly dug tomb with the name of the girl I ever loved. I could not believe at what I saw and desperately tried convincing myself that this is all just a nightmare and I would soon wake up. I stared at Jenny in disbelief with her eyes searching for explanations and she slowly started saying, “It has been a week since she died. She died of Leukemia, but even though she was sick, she never stopped thinking about you. It was even your name she uttered before she died. She asked us to bury her here for she always regards this place as a place of LOVE. She said that this is where she had spent the happiest days and that was when she was with you. By the way, she also asked me to give you this.” She handed me a parcel and with that she left.



I slowly opened the parcel and saw that it contained the dried orchid from the corsage I gave her for our prom. Then at the bottom I saw a letter. It was dated last month. I opened it with shaking hands and started reading……..



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I know… by this time you read this letter I’m gone. I just want to tell you that I feel very lucky and thankful to God that I had a friend like you. I would also like you to know that I had left something inside, something I kept from you all these years. I love you Chris, not in a friendly way but as one who would feel like spending the rest of my life with. I have always loved you even from the start. I guess it just bloomed each day that’s why the happiest days of my life was… when you were by my side. You just don’t know how I dreamed of you at night and wake up in the morning and dream no more for you were with me. When you were away, I can’t stop crying because I was afraid to think that you are with another girl. I just can’t bear to see you with another girl. I just want you all to myself. I may sound selfish but that’s how I feel.



Each time, you held me close to you, was like a dream coming true, for to be close to you and feel your heart beating next to mine was like heaven. So many things I did so that you will learn to love me but I NEVER saw a hint. I did everything to please you because I love you so much that I even tried to fool myself that you’re in love with me too. So many nights I’ve cried when I think of myself unloved by you. Well you might think that what I’m saying are lies but, I tell you, my heart speaks the truth for I cannot bear telling a lie to the one I love. I know you might be thinking of Mark; but I just did that to make you jealous, to make you see me as a young woman, capable of loving and not as the little girl you used to play with. Sometimes I imagined that you were jealous and fooled myself that it was a sign that you feel something for me too. When Mark and I broke up and I came crying, I just did that to know… how you would react and with that I’ll know that you love me too. But I failed for you didn’t give me any clue. When our prom night came, you just don’t know how happy I was when you handed me the corsage and saying that I was the loveliest girl in the whole world. While we were dancing, I wanted so desperately to hear you say that you love me too but you NEVER did. When Mark came and pleaded me to give him a second chance, I was scared that you might see us talking. I didn’t want you to get the wrong impression so I told him we would talk in the garden. There I explained to him that it’s you whom I really love.



What happened next was that I found you missing and later learned that you were searching for me, I just concluded that you saw us together. The next day, I tried to explain but then you never gave me a chance to do so. You continuously avoided me and never knew how much pain I’ve experienced that time. I felt the world crushing on me. In our Graduation day, when I approached you, I wanted to tell you… how much I loved you but I decided that I just couldn’t do it. I could not bear to hear that all you feel for me is just brotherly hand of love. For I want you to love me as a woman and not as a girl or playmate. So I just turned away and left.



Now that saying I LOVE YOU might be too late, but still I want you to know that I will always love you and my heart has always been and will be yours alone.
P.S.: Think of me sometimes… and always remember that loving you was the best thing that ever happened in my life.



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I felt my tears falling as I folded the letter. I wanted to shout out to let her know that I love her, if not as much, but more than she did for me. I love her more than anything in this world. I knelt touching the soil of her grave and rain started to fall. I continued crying softly and whispered, “Oh God, send my love to heaven.”
 
 
SAD RIGHTS ?! )):
SOBBS :'(
haizzz ...
kay kay .
really have to go now .
baiiizxc .
 



you know that I like him ,
why are you being so CLOSE to him ?!
it really hurts everytime I see you and him being so close .
though I put on a strong front and put on a smile ,
it's really all fake .
F-A-K-E .
what I really felt like was break down and cry .
do you know how hurt I actually was ?
 
title
Someday , You'll Know I'm Here :)
date
@ 2:23 AM
HALLO HALLO HALLOOOOWS  ! :D
EXCITED TO SEE ME HERE RIGHT ?!
LOLOLS ,,,,
BLOGGING FOR A LITTLE WHILE NIA ,,
LATER GOT TUITION -.-
SIANNN .
erm erm ,
dk why typing in caps O.o
LOLS .
errr,,
currently hating that fking roti prata
she sucks alot kayy
flirt nia ,
phuuizxc -.-
blehhhzxc .
hmmm ....
lazy update :D
ahahaha .
School yesterday was BOOMZXC .
ya ,
BOOMZXC .
juz the same old day o-o
choir had to do some stupid CIP thingy .
siaaaannnnn .
had to pick up plastic bottles and throw them in the recycling bag .
-.-
ate lunch with Huiting , Vivian and Dora :)
saw sylvester there .
ahaha :D
too bad Kuowei not with us xD
LOLOLS .
I'm jealous of Sylvester's name :/
I LOVE SYLVESTER THE CAT OKAYYS ! ><
gahhh )):
I wanna be called sylvester toooo ! )):
LOLS ,,
I'm being verrryyyy lammmmeeeee =="
kayy err ,,
I agree with what Sylvester said last time in library .
SO AGREEEE MANNZXC :D
comrade ya knows ?? ;pppp
he said roti prata's face like xiuhui's XDDDD
LOLOLOLS !
He rock lahhh :P
today ,,,,
Bastard damn guai o.o
never call me anything
good huh ??
:D
but got another Bastard .
bloody Bastard -.-
school was as usual ,
fun :D
MR MARIO TAN DIDN'T COME !
*CLAPS CLAPS*
there wasn't any teacher in the class for the first period .
then the other period one teacher came .
she's damn cool luhh :)
she let us use phone , eat , do whatever we want :)))
ROCKERRR LAHHH :D
LOLS .
LAMMEEEEE .
kayy kayyy .
tuition starting soon .
SIAN !
ermmm ,,
I MAY be updating tomorrow .
so kay .
BAI . :D
and ya ,
I changed my blogskin .
again .


EILEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNN !
aka GINAAAA :)
I HATE THAT ROTI PRATA FLIRTER .

someday .
one fine day .
you'll just smile and wave at me ?
title
Say That You Love Me ♥
date
Sunday, August 15, 2010 @ 4:31 AM
HALLO HALLO HALLO ! ♥
LOLS .
I'm HYPER RIGHT NOW!
LALALA !
KEKEKE .
ANYWAYS ,,
I'm IN LOVE♥  with Justin Bieber's songs {?}
IDK WHY SIA .
?!
It's like suddenly hooked up by his songs :OOO
influenced by 106 JB fans bahhs (:
KK ,,
WHATEVER TO THE BOTH OF THEM ,,
SPY AND C .
COZ JB ALSO NOT THEIRS ~
andandand ,,
I'm in love with HIS songs ,
NOT the person (which is like so not possible *sick face*)
:) :) :)
and yeahhh ,,
YESTERDAY YOG OPENING CEREMONY ON TEEEVEEE! :D
SUPER UBER NICE (Y)
:D
Spectacular , Marvellous , Fantastic , Fabulous , Beautiful , Awesome , Amazing , :D
LOLS ,,
when deyi band marched in ,
I SHOUTED LIKE MAD CAN -.-
ask my sister lahhh
seriously ,,
shouted till my lungs almost jumped out of my mouth :/
ahaha :)
WELL DONE DEYI MILITRAY BAND *standing ovation*
YOU ROCK MY SOCK LAHH ;pppp
DID A GOOD JOB YESTERDAY (Y) (Y) (Y) :)
EHEHE .
anyways ,,
I'm super lazy to upload pictures :)
hehhs .
chatting with HuiTONG super horny horney :)
OH YAAAA,,
WHEN IS THE KARATE KID DVD COMING OUT ?!
SO LONG HAVEN'T OUT YET ! >:(
GRRR !
I'm too impatient lahh >.<
anyways ,,,,
kinda bored now :/
entertainer needed !
I'll pay you 10 cents to entertain me :)
THANKS ! :D
BTW ,,
I HATE PUMPMELON TTM!
STUPID FLIRTER!
I HATE ROTI PRATA TTM!
STUPID COPYCAT!
I HATE THAT BUS-THIRD TTM!
STUPID  INSULTER!

k bai bai ;D

love me love me ,
say that you love me .
fool me fool me ,
oh how you do me ,
kiss me kiss me ,
say that you miss me ,
tell me what I wanna hear ,
tell me you love me ♥
title
You Bus-Third _|_
date
Saturday, August 14, 2010 @ 4:59 AM


HuiTing da ghost :O

random peeps in the front :)

ahaha! XD

emo-ing ? :D

Photogenic Kuowei :)

random peeps at the back ! :D

HuiFang ,Natasha and Liyana posing for the camera~ :D Photogenic them XD



LMAO XD

Haunted Changi Beach :O

Scenery spoiled by my horny honey :)

the sea :D

water :D


dirty rubbishhh! :O

aeroplane! can we pretend that airplanes in the night skies are like shooting stars ?


:)

I'm still on the ground -.-a successful jump :) though my face was....

succesful jump shot! :) Natasha hidden by HuiFang x.x

Jump Shot 1 ! :D I'm on the ground -.-

holding hands :D

what were we doing? o-o

haha Vivian! xD



haha DORA! XD


nice ! (Y)

I'm doing a superman pose :)Superman again <3

normal shot ! ♥

ahaha DORA! XDHAHA! XD

Class Photo ! (some hiding at the back -.-")

raining ♥

raindrops ♥ so artistic right?! XD

photogenic kuowei again :)


yeah you bus third ,
I hate you .
I wish I could juz staple your bloody mouth
so that you'll stop talking craps .
juz stfu please .
sucker
and yeah ,
it's a guy in 106 .
DO NOT ask me who
don't kpo.

HEEEYHO! :D
PSPS ,,
never update for 3days and 9hours35minutes :D
niways ,,
went for an excursion to Changi Beach yesterday :)
super uber fun ♥
took lot's of pigtures :) (above ^^)
hehes :D
and BTW ,,
Changi beach is haunted okay!
PLUS ,,
Yesterday was FRIDAY , THE THIRTEEN :O
AND ,,
IT'S THE HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL .
can you believe it ?!
we went to HAUNTED changi beach on FRIDAY 13th  during HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL.
WTF .
it's TRIPLE scary )):
kay kay ,,
wanna know more read on to Fridat later .
now gotta post Wednesday and Thursday first .
OH BTW ,,
LATER ON TEEVEE GONNA WATCH DEYI MILITARY BAND ON YOG OPENING CEREMONY! :D
EXCITED ! :D
GONNA CHEER LIKE ONE MAD WOMAN I SWEAR ! :D
AHAHA .
Huifang , Sharon , Vivian , Rachel , Janani , Kimberley , Angie , Jayne , Shi Hui , Shun Ping , Basri , GAMBATEH! ALL THE WAY !!! JIAYOUS! :D Put on a good show okayy! MAKE DEYI PROUD! ♥

kay kay ,,
will start posting Wednesday now :)
WEDNESDAY ♥
Band members had to go early in the morning for band ><
they practicing from morning to 12pm+ :O
WTF right ...
but gonna see them on teevee alr ! :D
HEHE .
First period --> Geography .
nothing much larhhx ,,
damn boring x.x
as usual ,
Miss Yong Huiting and Miss Dora Neo keeps bullying me -.-
Second and Third Period --> Science .
Miss Ng Geok Keow never come :)
HOOORAYYY !
YIPEEEEE!
*claps claps claps*
HEHE :)
Mr Mario Tan came -.-
made us do the Zuo Ye .
Lammmeeeeee !
after that ,,
RECESS ! :)
Pity Malays ><
they have to fast :/
thenn ,,
Mother Tongue .
nothing muchhhh .
juz BORING ! -.-
English .
Mr Seah saw me with my new specs .
he was like "Is that a new specs?"
Me: "ya..."
Mr Seah: "you look quite cute "
Me: *laughing*
Dora: "NONONO ,, MR SEAH ,, YOU CANNOT SAY HER CUTE. MUST SAY UN-CUTE"
Me: "There's no such ENGLISH word as Un cute lahhh ."
then Dora keep on babbling blah blah blahhhzxc -.-
106 knows how she talk :D
veryy luo shuo XD
and LOUD :D
LOLOLS .
went through the Grammer Self Test book .
SIIIAAAANNN .
thenn ,,
Maths .
did graph  .
seriously getting sick of maths .
*yawns*
after that home sweeet home :D
but ..
RAINING ~
called mommy ,,
she said can stay in school till rain stops :)
HAPPPEEEEHHHH~~
stayed back with HuiTing horny honey ,,
went to the staff room outside ,,
sit on one of the tables .
library was closed uhhh )):
chatted over there .
laugh laugh laugh ,,
then Kuowei came .
chatchatchat :>
was hoping the rain would never stop ~
then the rain stopped at 3pm - 4pm + )):
went to the foyer and slack a little while .
Kuowei said that if you put and umbrella over your head under a sheltered place ,,
You would see ghosts O.o
me and HT tried .
DIDN'T SEE ANYTHING -,-
cheehh ,,
so I didn't believe what Kuowei said .
walked to amk hub after that :)
me and HT kept jumping onto puddles :)
Kuowei scared -_-
me and HT were soaked :/
childish but fun okayys ;D
reached amk hub ,
saw Jeremy and Krish {?}
then bus-ed home ((:
END~

Thursday♥
First period PE .
Miss Lee seperated groups TT
anyways ,,
PE WAS UBER FUN ! :)
was sweating like mad -.-
pfft~
that biatcchh ,,
anyhow throw to make our group lose .
purposely -.-
I saw her .
bloody hell -.-
niways ,,
after PE ,,
Sceince .
Miss Ng never come again -.-
half happy half angry >:
happy , coz she never come
angry , coz cannot get back science test >:(
freeaaakkk her lahh .
so many days never come .
roooaarrs .
after that was RECEEESSSS ! :)
saw him again ♥

loveeesloveeesss ♥

after recess ,,
Mother Tongue .
did the stupid letter writing -.-

siannnnnzxc !
didn't bought seaweed ...
quite sick of it lerhhs ><
told gab something O.o
hope he doesn't get depression .
LOLOLS .
after MT ...
Maths .
haiiiissshhhh .
SICK SICK SICK of GRAPH GRAPH GRAPH .
after Maths ,
VE .
had to do  the most caring teacher award form.
LOLOLS ,,
obviously not Miss Ng -.-
chose Miss Shirley Lee :D
almost the whole class chose her :D
I hope when Miss Ng see all our forms she will heart attack and die :)
HEHS .
after VE ,,
HOMMMEEE SWEEET HOMEEE :D
stayed back for choir .
Vivian senior said she gonna pon O.o
so I decided to pon too :D
YEAHHHH .
didn't went with the girls to amk hub . :/
me,HT,Vivian and Kuowei went library to put our bags first .
then went opp coffeeshop eat :)
ate chicken cutlet rice .
Yums~ (L)
Sylvester and his friends were sitting in front of us .
LOLOLS ,,
kept making fun of Kuowei ;pp
we kept saying Sylvester was gayy ,,
and Sylvester liked Kuowei XD
LOLOLS ,,
damn fking funny :D
seriously so funny mannzxc XD
AHAHAH .
Fun TTVM ! :)
after that ,,
went back school go library slackslack :)
went to a corner of the library .
sat down ~
then Sylvester came .
we laughed again :D
LOLOLS .
aiya ,,
Sylvester is really not gay .
we were juz joking . ((:
hahas :)
sat there .
laugh laugh laugh chat chat chat :)
then HuiFang , Sharon , Rachel and Casey came .
talked chat .
then me,HT,KW,Vivian and Sylvester went to a table to sit .
the rest went to anotehr table sit .
blah blah blahhh .
damn fun :)
HuiFang and Rachel used com .
saw HER ugly blog ,
fking ""nice"" *vomits blood*
kay kay ,,
after that Vivian , Rachel and Casey left .
me,HT,KW,Vivian,Sharon,HF and Sylvester sat at the table chat .
played truth or dare too .
not fun :/
chat chat laugh laugh .
then 5pm library close .
went to foyer .
chatted :]
was scared to go near MPR as the choir peeps were there o-o
then the uncle wanted us to go out of school
LOLS ??
then we don't want to .
he took out a notebook (he wanted to write our names down)
so we go out lorhh T^T
HuIting then bluffed him that we were waiting for "her sister" in choir XD
LOLOLS .
then he allow :) :) :)
but only can stay in foyer .
LOL .
Huifang left-ed after that .
me, HuiTing , Kuowei , Sharon and Sylvester went to the fountain outside the foyer .
slacked there .
damn fking bloody extremely super uber duper funny there :D
lazy explain uhhs ^^
then asked uncle whether can go in the fountain (as the water wasn't open and the fountain was quite dry)
HE SAID CAN ! :D
SHIOK (Y)
went in the fountain .
damn fun!
loved it TTVM
Sharon lefted after awhile...
I LOVED THAT DAY TTVM KAYYS .
SO DAMN FUNNY XD
HAHAHAHA .
we made a "music video" for Huiting :)
the song was "When There Was Me And You"
LOLS ,,
from high school musical -.-
HuiTing's FAVOURITE .
LOL .
so damn funny sia XD
HAHA .
MUACKZXCDIETHATDAY ♥♥♥

one of the fking funniest day of my life :)
♥♥♥

it's seriously damn funny XD
HAHA ♥

we were laughing like Woodbridge people at the fountain .
HEH HEHS ♥

anyways ,,
left-ed at 6.30pm .
;D
END~
I LOVE ♥12/8/2010♥ TTVM ! :D ♥


FRIDAY ♥

Art ,
Kuowei kept making us laugh AGAIN~ :D
HAHA .
then was English .
Mr Seah and Miss Song let us hear their favourite song .
not bad not bad :)
after that Geog .
SIANNN x.x
RECESS~~~
LALALA :)
then Maths .
BORRRIIINNNNNGGG !
after that Science .
went to the Science Lab ,
did the Acid thingy x.x
had to put the acid in the test tube and then light a fire on a skewer and then put the skewer on top of the test tube :O
DAMN SCARY SIA .
when me and Huiting put the lighted skewer on top of the test tube ,
got bubbles in the acid and got one "pop" sound ><
SCARY but a fun attempt :D
LOLS ,,
blahhhhhzxc .
then at 11.45am went back classroom .
while going back ,
gabriel snatched my specs and ran away .
I ran after him .
then he dropped my specs omfg -.-
in classroom I went to hit him .
-.-
bloody hell mann.
my new specs lehhs ]:
lucky no scratches or what ~
phewww
:) :) :)
going on excursion to Changi Beach !!! :D
pick litter -.-
WTF .
we also not cleaners .
EFF .
whatever .
they gave us chocolate :)
hehe.
sat in the bus with Huiting horny honey :D
took lot's of unglam photos of her >:ppp
NIAHAHAHAH .
also took lot's of unglam pic of Vivian (she was behind me)
but she totured me everytime I took an unglam shot of her .
:(
in the end my phone no unglam pics of Vivian Tan Yuen Lin -.-
kayy whatever .
reached the beach ,
started snapping photos :)
HEHE .
picked some seashells then throw them away -.-
hahh .
nothing better to do :)
then went near the water .
my shoes and socks were soaked -.-
what the hell .
niways ,,
I got pick some rubbish lahh :)
I not slacker okayys .
then ,
saw two ladies throwing chrysanthymum to the sea ...
it means that someone(supposingly their relative) died at the sea before ...
quite saddenning )):
then when they threw finish ,
one lady lefted ,,
she was crying ...
the other lady stayed there and prayed .
I prayed too :)
kind hearted me XDDD
then immediately after they threw the chrysanthymum in the sea ,
it started to rain .
scarryyy :O
went in to the shelter .
took photos (as shown above)
LALALA .
lot's of jump shots :)
HEHE .
damn fking fun (Y)
was soking wet too :)
HEHE .
kk ,,
took the bus back at 2pm++ .
quite funny :D
me and KW kept making fun of HT :P
and HT and me fought too ;ppp
HEHE .
in the bus felt like vomiting also ....
Car sick lahh -.-
not pregnant kayy =.=
LOL .
reached school .
saw someone
Dora shouted so loud mannzxc -,-
haiz .
typical dora XD
HAHAS .
did some stupid survey ,
then school ended :}
LALALA .
HuiTing got SJAB ,
cannot pei me go home )):
sad .
so went canteen ,
bought my mango tea ,
the walked to amk hub take bus .
first time walk home so lonely ><
ARGGHH .
at night mom came home early :)
ate Curry Fish Head for dinner too ♥
muackzxcdiemymom :) ♥

kay kay ,,
today very boring at home -.-
HEHE.
bullying MeiHui senior is damn fun okayys XD
HEHEHE . (Y)
KAYYS BAI BAI ,,
WANT WATCH ♥DEYI MILITARY BAND♥ ON TEEVEE LATER :D
gonna buy some snacks first ;D
LOLOLS .
I LOVE  12thnd 13th of August :) ♥

kayy random pic taken in changi beach . :D



EILEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNN
I hate you bastard

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