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FML .
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Friday, April 29, 2011 @ 2:58 AM


HELLO .


EEEE . I hate this feeling . zzz . Anyways , I fucking screwed English paper 2 today . Like seriouslyyy -.- Can kiss goodbye to my A1 for english lerh la D: anyways ,, after exam went sumo house with huiting , kuowei and kenric . brian came after that . hahas . ^^ kayy I'm emo now ....

I feel so depressed .... :'( Idk whether to believe you ... but I WANT to NOT believe you ... I hope it's not true . I hope you're lying ... haish .

I got depressed at the wrong time . D: WTF IS THIS . My life is so fucking messed up now. I WANT MY SEC 1 LIFE BACK . but I know it won't come back and never will . ):

it aint only because of love , it's also because of some other reasons . Haish . The only place I feel happy now is HOME .

Life was so much easier in sec 1 . Yeahh , my grades were worser then , but who cares ? I just want my AWESOME life back .

This sucks .. I feel suckish .

BYE .

CHOIMINKEY .
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ART
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Wednesday, April 27, 2011 @ 12:56 AM
CASEY WANNA SEE MY BEAUTIFUL PICTURES THAT I TOOK FOR MY ART .

 from internet
self taken
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OBVIOUSLY self taken . 

nahh , from internet .


KK ? CASEY I KNOW VERY NICE RIGHT HAHHAHAHAHAS .

Hey peeps I havea tumblr now go see go see and follow thanks :D http://pamperedspoiledbrat.tumblr.com/
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I'm waiting for your name in appear on my phone screen .
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Tuesday, April 26, 2011 @ 8:12 PM

“when yoogeun’s mummy brought him to the salon and asked for his opinion, yoogeun said /i want it like key appa/. at first it wasn’t satisfactory, he said /this is not key appa, this is not key appa/ and then they redid it for him and tada, he’s 
satisfied now because he looks like key appa ^^”

AHAHAHA , SO CUTE <3

andandand , I saw this on Huifang's tumblr :D 
                                             
  • Danny: I heard it was Jonghyun's birthday a few days ago?
  • Minho (to Key): What did you do for him?
  • Key: I got him sunblock cream!
  • Minho: I didn't give him anything but I gave him a birthday dinner treat.
  • Taemin: Honestly I didn't do anything for him.
  • Danny: Why?
  • Key: If you ask Taemin for a gift, he'll give one to you. That's how I got my gift, I don't care how I got it.
  • Danny: Oh so you have to tell him, "It's my birthday, give me a present"?
  • Taemin: Yes!
  • Minho: Amongst us, Key takes care of everybody. But what's messed up is that Key gives small gifts to others but expect something big for his birthday.
  • Key: No! I never did!
  • Minho: For example, if he gives me something worth $10, he'll expect a $100 present in return. I would tell him, "How can I afford that?" and he'll reply, "I'll give you $50 and you pay the other half to buy the gift!"
  • Taemin: That's true! The funny thing is that I bought Key hyung a mp3 player for his birthday but he paid some money for his own gift.
  • Key: You guys talk too much!
  
HAHAHAHAHAHA , CUTENESS OVERLOAD <3 HELLO PEOPLE ^^ Exam in like 2 days away and I'm still using the com (Y) awesome much ? well , I'm officially trying to forget him :D but still .... er nvm . Tsk . when is Shinee's new album gonna come out . like seriously . I hate waiting ! :[ zzz . later gonna study like mad . sheesh . I hate studying . I hope the com won't tempt me though :x LOLOLS , OMG , 206 history project videos all so funny hahas !!  

AHAHAHA . 206 is awesomeeee <3 cannot study but can act (Y) kkays lah . shall end my post here . I shall be a guai kia and go study :D


CHOIMINKEY <3

206-ian :D <3

good luck to everyone for MYE ! :D HWAITING ! 




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It's hard letting you go ):
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Saturday, April 23, 2011 @ 5:37 AM




HELLO . Just now went to library with Huiting and Daryl :D Youyi not online ... ): But Shannone is . :D I need to talk to someone lah haish . I'm so depressed . But is it worth being depressed over him ? Idk . He just won't take the initiative . It isn't fair for me because I'm ALWAYS the one doing it . IT'S ALWAYS ME . I'm so sick and tired already . It's always me , and it should be the other way round . Haish . I'm so sad . So so so sad ): See the picture above ? It's TaeMin showing his aegyo . Cute right ? But MinHo is cuter .

zzz . I'm so short . why ah . LOL . nahh , no mood to say jokes . You know , I'm waiting for my phone to vibrate , I'm waiting for your message , I'm waiting for you to tell me how you feel . But , it won't happen and it never will .

SPECIAL MESSAGE TO LIN YOUYI .

You told me to forget him . I can't D: I just can't . I'm so depressed ): Haish . Let's hang out sometime kayys ? We can talk . Love you babe ♥ 




Well boy , you better be quick before I like someone else . We only live once . K , Saranghae 


CHOIMINKEYEILEEN


Choi MinHo is just so cute   


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I'm secretly missing you .
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Friday, April 22, 2011 @ 3:57 AM




Hey boy , I'm gonna forget you for now . But that doesn't mean I'm not gonna miss you . 




YOUYI IS AN AWESOME CHIOBU ♥ SARANGHAE 


Hello peeps ^^ I don't know if I'm sad or not lehh . haish . 


그것은 힘든 당신을 잊고 있어요. 당신을 사랑합니다. 


Haish haish haish . You didn't reply . What should I do now . D: I'm freaking sad . zzz .


seeing the picture of minho above cheers me up . It's obvious right ? You like him . But , love is selfish ... I'm gonna keep fighting untill I officially give up . sian . FML . 




EILEENBARNEYGINA .


I'm so sick of that nickname . Maybe I should change my nickname . 



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I wanna forget you
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Thursday, April 21, 2011 @ 10:44 PM


Isn't it obvious ? We both like the same person . ):


I'm in a terrible mood . Like seriously . zzz . Crying won't help . zzz

tomorrow gonna go library with huiting and daryl ... I think ... haish . I'm sad ): Wtf is this mann zzz . I wanna give up . I wanna forget you . but it's hard D:

this sucks . my sister is being annoying . fml -.-

should I give up ? Like seriously ... I'm confused . fml fml fml .

Oh and I forgot to bring my books home to study . FML .
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Art fiesta 2011 ♥
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@ 5:45 AM
ART FIESTA 20 / 04 / 2011 


Yesterday was just awesome . Will miss art fiesta rehearsals ): It made me closer to choir  Pictures are all in facebook xD LALALA . i lovelovelove art fiesta ! ♥ Awesome much ♥ It's my first and last time performing in art fiesta . Sec 4 and 5 seniors leaving ): Sad ); 


LALALA . Today had paper fight in the library . Me , Huiting , Vanessa and Shannone VS Kenric , Brian and Kok Jun . It was epic . We kept screaming , laughing etc . The librarian kept looking at us ! ;x LOLOLS . laughed alot xD 


hmmmmmmmm . I guess life's just full of unexpected things . Sometimes , the unexpected turns out to be really awesome (:  




CHOIR HWAITING ! 


EILEENBARNEYGINA


I used to mind that you'll hanging out without us . But , idc now :D
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Cold heart baby ,
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Tuesday, April 19, 2011 @ 7:02 AM
HELLOS . SURPRISE . I'M BLOGGING . YAY . ^^

Tomorrow's art fiesta and I'm freaking out . gosh . I'm soooo nervous *breathes in and out* . ermmmmmmmmmm . today was really shocking . haishhhhh . I . can't . believe . it . gosh . and I'm not allowed to tell anyone . sighs . idk what to do ): It's really .... !@#$%^fuckinggross23u1290472043 haish . unbelievable . :( kkays I'm gonna go rest now . I need my energy for tomorrow's art fiesta . bwaixx .


EILEENBARNEYGINA .
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You are my shy boy .
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Sunday, April 17, 2011 @ 4:46 AM


ANNYEONG .


I wanna change my name to Jojo :( go listen to jojo by shinee and you'll know why . Sian tomorrow got science test zzz . I don't understand a single shit lahh zzzzzzzzzzzz . I'm gonna fail YAY (Y) . Btw , art fiesta practice is awesome (Y) we learnt the ******** dance :D cannot say out it's a secret ;) Fun lahh (Y) me and Ashley got crazyyyyy (: lalala . btw I just created twitter account :D http://twitter.com/#!/EileenMinKey go follow me thanks (: Minho and Key so cuteeeeeee lahh saranghaeyo <3 LOL I'M SO RANDOM . lalala . I'm bored . LALALA . LALALA . LALALA . zzzzz .

105 more days to my birthday !! 


THINGS I WANT SO DARN BADLY:


  • Shinee notebook .
  • Shinee ring
  • MinHo ring
  • Key ring
  • Shinee t-shirt
  • Shinee pillow
  • MinHo name tag
  • Key name tag
  • Shinee name tag
  • Shinee badge
  • Shinee landyard
  • Shinee file
  • Key file
  • Shinee poster
  • MinHo poster
  • Key poster
  • Shinee mug
  • More more more shinee stuffs :>
  • New bag .
  • New wallet 
  • New phone
HAHAS . LONG RIGHT

THINGS I DON'T WANT .


  • Stuff toys ( I love them , but I already have more than 10 ... )
  • Books . 
  • Chocolate ( I love them , but eat alot very siannn)
AHAS :D I'm a greedy spoilt pampered brat , I know ;) KEKEKE . YAY , KIMBERLY GONNA TEACH ME SCIENCE TOMORROW MORNING ! YAY ! SARANHAEYO !! <3 :D Finally , don't have to worry ;) BTW , I'M GONNA TEAR MY HUSBAND'S (Huiting) LIPS TOMORROW :P HAHAHAS . <3 kkays I shall end my last post for this week . BYES :D

EILEENBARNEYGINA .

Yay ! Art fiesta training tomorrow ! ;)

I'll see you ;)
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Obsession ,
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Saturday, April 9, 2011 @ 8:53 PM

kyyaaaaaaaaaaa ! Minkey ftw 


ANNYEONGHASEYO ^^  I'm gonna buy my new school shoes later ! Yay (Y) gonna go shop for stuffs tooooo (Y) LALALA . I love my two husbands above , aren't they so sweet and cute ? ♥ Kekekeee . zomg , shinee (except minho ): ) singing I'm yours is damn nice can ! >< LOLOLS ~ hmmm ... should I go out now ? I'm bored zzz . should I go comics connection ? Aha , see first bahhs ^^ kk , I go bathe first , BWAIXX (:


EILEENBARNEYGINA 


Choi MinKey FTW 


Don't you know what's forgive and forget ?
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I'll wait for you to make the the first step .
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@ 5:35 AM
HELLO . NO PICTURES TODAY . WANT SEE GO MY FACEBOOK SHINEE ALBUM AND SEE ;) MinHo and Key seriously damn kawaii ~ ! awwwww Just now watched shinee videos , I swear my heart melt because of their fucking cuteness ♥ I absolutely LOVE Key's laughter , it makes me laugh too , I swear ! ;D ♥ aha ! Hmmmmmzxc . I'm gonna buy new school shoes tomorrow (Y) mine broke apart yesterday . awesome much ? Lalala . Haish . I WAS sad . and depressed . and upset . and disappointed . But after watching shinee funny videos my mood instantly went 


upupUP . aha . haish . I don't like it when two friends fight and you're in the middle . the feeling sucks , totally . You don't know who to side , and you're afraid that your decision would anger either one . Haish . Anyways ....




113 more days to my birthday yo !




I want many many things (ya like shinee) , but one of those would be a wish from you ♥ *prays*


I'm soooooooo bored . chatting with daryl now . (: hmmm .. I wonder how SHINee celebrated JongHyun's bday yesterday ? ;) KEKEKE . I wish I had a camera that shows me what they;re doing ! >< hahaha , I wanna stalk them !!! especially Minho LOLOLS . kk shall end my lovely post here . take note of the number of days left to my bday k ;) 


EILEENBARNEYGINA . 


saranghae ! Choi MinKey spam hearts 
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You're ignorence is killing me .
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Friday, April 8, 2011 @ 3:22 AM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM JONGHYUN FROM SHINEE ! (: 

although I'm not a blinger , but I'm a SHAWOL . So , I still saranghae JongHyun kay (: But of course  , I saranghae CHOI MINHO AND KEY MORE (: kekeke . ^^ Anyways , stay awesome , handsome and hot ! You're voice is really power luhh lol . Always stay the liveliest in shinee kay ! HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY !  

HELLO EVERYONE . MY BLOG SUPER DEAD LAH ZOMG :x Today I totally screwed maths ;< I'm sad gahhhhhhhhhhh . Exams are coming . Stress . omfg . Oh , today is friday (Y) FINALLY . Haish . This week is really awful I swear ):


 스트레스를 느낀다. 또 다른 한가지는 것입니다 .... 당신이  무시하고 있어요. 아니면 내가 당신 무시하고  건가요? 제가 어떻게해야할지 모르겠어요 ..   포기 같은 느낌.


I'm confused . Reeeeeeaaally confused ): It's scary , how things changed so much in sucha short period of time .  I wished I could go back to 2010 . I miss secondary one life . Life was so much easier then . I MISS EVERYTHING .  But that everything is now a used-to-be ): 


EILEENBARNEYGINA .


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Life's just too unfair .
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Saturday, April 2, 2011 @ 12:57 AM
i made this picture ^^ Keke , cute rights ♥ Aigooooooo (:


Annyeong ! Heheheeeeeeeeee (: I'm so bored zzz . tomorrow gonna go chinatown with Huiting , Kuowei , Kimberley , ShiHui and Zaim (: yipee (Y) after that gonna go Bishan comics connection yayyyy !!! :DDDDDD k i'm crazy keke . Kuowei gonna bring camera (Y) I hope got DSLR :OOO LOLOLS xD having chinese oral on monday gosh . I scared ): Somemore the teacher testing me is china teacher lehh DIEEE (N) hmmmzxc , I'm bored . zzz . nothing to do lehhh D: mrmrmrmrm ~ shall end this pathetic post la k bye .




EILEENBARNEYGINA .


you're so difficult to understand .   
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It's complicated . How I wish I could UNcomplicate it .
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Friday, April 1, 2011 @ 1:03 AM


Last Month on the 12th, an incident happened too, when MC, SHINee's Onew and Minho were introducing the next stage.
It has become a huge topic of the professionalism of the two MCs.
What happened was that when Onew and Minho were introducing Lee Jung’s comeback stage on MBC’s Music Core, suddenly Minho’s microphone stopped working. Minho looked surprised for only a moment, and Onew displayed quick thinking by handing his mic to Minho.
As soon as Minho received the microphone from Onew, he acted as if nothing had happened and continued naturally. And because of their professionalism, they had received many compliments and praises.
After the broadcast, Audiences commented "Their professionalism and quick thinking definitely deserve a praise." , "Thank god their quick reactions were able to solve the problem.""Although they were young, they really have the skills of being an MC!"


READING THAT MADE MY DAY :D :D :D YAY MINHO !! (Y) k today was bad . and it's not a joke seriously . I know it's april fool but I have no mood already lahh -________- tsk . I studied so damn bloody fucking hard for the damn history test . in the end I get fucking marks that I totally don't deserve . 13/19 is seriously too unfair . 2 fucking careless mistakes . "Kempeitai" I write "Kepeitai" . "Banana notes" I write "Banana money" . Seriously , fucking depressing right -'- life is so damn unfair . U-N-F-A-I-R . I don't deserve this . Sighs . But but but , I'm alright now , since I poured out everything in my blog and saw the NEWS above ^^ . MINHO MADE MY DAY . THANKS DARLING  K . this sunday gonna go do history project . after that gonna go comics connection ^^ ♥ YIPEE . I'M DESPO FOR MORE SHINee STUFFS . xb anybody wanna buy anything there I help you buy then monday return me money ^^ kkkk tomorrow I swear imma gonna study harder . RAHHH ~ HWAITING ! ♥ SHINee will give me motivation ((: tsk so pissed now because of my sister -.- shall go watch SHINee vids to cool myself . bye .




EILEENBARNEYGINA . 
Choi Min Ho ~ ! Key ~ ! SHINee ~ !
haiz ... stop making people feel so extra D: